Have I really not been around in so long? i'll be here soon.

"Great, Jayne, just close the lines."
-past, present & future ongoing lesson from LH.


We were fixing an installation at Forte de Basso when he sent me off via taxi. He armed me w/ a to-get list on a slip of paper, instructions on to-and-from, + i was off on an obscure errand to find hardware in a foreign city where i did not understand the roads, language or currency. The taxi driver rolled away into the pouring rain + darkening sky. Cold dread was written on Kyle's face as though he had just made the worst mistake + mega-regret of an entire lifetime ... reading as, What have I done? I’m never going see her again.

"Okay," he said brightly, "We can each have 3 and a half headaches.
-kb, after counting the aspirin for the unth time.

jahh / Script for a practicing artist + an unfinished life.


Every act of creation is first of all an act of destruction.  -Picasso

What is life? It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the breath of a buffalo in the wintertime. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset. -Crowfoot

A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. -Nietzsche

It is nice, in getting mature enough to see the things you really don't have to want to do any more, certain options fade drop away + we are left w/ more focus.

A great comeback to any theory;
There are a lot of assumptions in that deduction.

Being out of context, i reckon.
When i want believe in any thing, then i may have to need to believe something-this or something-else. The world as a reaction.
A cabinet will fall if it is top-heavy, whether you believe it will or not.
i no not have to believe in physics, of course.
Physics, it is nothing personal.

i am the reaction, too.

Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention.


Chloe has been patrolling the hallways.
Here’s the tickets she issues if something seems suspiciously off.

Later on a drive she notices,
That character in the car behind us looks guilty.

Well at least he has a nice car.

That's why he looks guilty.

Which reminds me of driving, fast or slow? There is something about driving 65 mph that triggers the road-trip gene conditioning in me as a young girl.

If you live near family then you can travel to exotic places + not feel guilty on vacation. i learned this too late.

The key of A is suppose to be the most relaxing.
An car rumbles in the key of A. Greatful Dead music resonance with a car engine. 

Never road trip w/ the station wagon back rear window open.

i awoke this morning from a dream. We had all been walking in streets, all wearing tee shirts that read,


If only it in had some deeper meaing.