24.10.17

One looks, looks long, and the world comes in. 
                                                         - Joey Campbell


Harnett-Hargrove, Harnett, Hargrove
                                             
When I see a head from a great distance, it ceases to be a sphere and becomes an extreme confusion falling down into the abyss. - Alberto Giacometti


                                              







I have the feeling that I've seen everything, 
but failed to notice the elephants. - Anton Chekhov


The problem turned out to be that I was never that kind of artist. 
- Todd Rundgren
























- hollywood cemetery • VA / - biltmore • NC  /  - obama • Japan

15.10.17


i kiss your feet + apologize, but —
i’m seeing businesses on line, in brick & mortar shops, in boxes; offering the commodity of creative. Selling being taught the craft of being creative.  Costing + tricking people into being creative. It’s yummy time - get those creatives juices flowing = GROSS! Creating is something you do, not something you are. i get that it’s a tribe. i get that some people need to be pushed into a directive. i get that some people may be busting numbers around all day, dreaming of being artistic. But, numbers + paper-work sound like a break to me! i'm looking for ways to get out of being creative.
                     
      Actually that will be my next gimmick. 
                             Ask me for an uncreative solution;  
                                        Break it completely and throw it away.


Whoa, did i just write that out loud?
Working for, working with, working through —  it's all the same energy. 
Just sometimes someone is looking + paying, sometime not. 

If i ever felt like i didn’t have a purpose … i would need to work harder.  Or, i should have chosen something i imagine to have more purpose.

We all chose what we do, and we pay for it … David Walker said something like, years ago as he calmly philosophized + drew beautiful illustrations via designing costumes in the shop corner — while i wrestled a hat into submission.