Spring has the allure of what’s next. Calling you outside and looking forward. Six months later, when the leaves turn their faces down and fall helplessly there is a pulling back of energy. I notice myself going in and curling up to await the cold. Winter work is coming. I have been wading all summer in the warm sunlight, now its time to dive deep and stay under for a while. Time to create one’s own light.

It is what we do - drawn by the entanglement of the scaler wave. As energetically connected we become whatever manifests itself on paper. Something manipulates the dance of letters. Images are  a code to be cracked and absorbed back into life.

Whatever you fear the most, is probably your best way to go. 
 - paraphrasing Joey C

And so, I’ll say it again; I am fundamentally opposed to agendas. But, I love a tight deadline.

“Reason dictates that it would be a waste of effort creating something that does not at least try to be special. What wasteful force would strive to create the mediocre or even to rise toward the familiar; the comfortable past? Reason dictates that the act of creation should be approached as if drawing with infinitely valuable black ink across pages of fragile skin and that every line, every word should hold equal sway, each an integral part of the whole – a molecule in the substance of the page; a page in the book of everything.”  - Garth Erickson    

One looks, looks long, and the world comes in. 
                                                         - Joey Campbell

                                              - hollywood cemetery • VA

When I see a head from a great distance, it ceases to be a sphere and becomes an extreme confusion falling down into the abyss. 
- Alberto Giacometti

                                               - biltmore • NC 

I have the feeling that I've seen everything, 

but failed to notice the elephants. - Anton Chekhov

 

                                                                 - obama • Japan

The problem turned out to be 
that I was never that kind of artist. 
- Todd Rundgren

Apologize, but —

I’m seeing businesses on line, in brick & mortar shops, in boxes; offering the commodity of  creative. Being taught the craft of being creative. Costing and tricking people into being creative. It’s yummy time - get those creatives juices flowing = GROSS! I get that it’s a tribe. I get that some people need to be pushed into a directive. I get that some people may be busting numbers around all day, dreaming of being artistic. But, numbers and paper-work sound like a break to me! Im looking for ways to get out of being creative.

                     

      Actually that will be my next gimmick. 

                             Ask me for an uncreative solution.  

                                        Break it completely and throw it away.

                           Whoa, did I just write that out loud?

Working for, working with, working through —  it's all the same energy. 

Just sometimes someone is looking and paying, sometime not. 

If I ever felt like I didn’t have a purpose … I would need to work harder.  Or, I should have chosen something I imagine to have more purpose.

We all chose what we do, and we pay for it … David Walker said something like, years age as he calmly philosophized and designed in a costume shop corner — while I wrestled a hat into submission.
                                                                                                                                -— I'm sticking to it.

If we knew what it was we were doing, it would not be called research, would it?  

- Albert Einstein

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Never mistake a single mistake with a final mistake.      

- F. Scott Fitzgerald

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Real magic can never be made by offering someone else's liver. You must tear out your own, and not expect to get it back.

- Peter S. Beagle / The Last Unicorn

Yay, for Non-Descript Robes Gender Neutral Color Bland.

A teacher in yoga-wear crashes the party in my dream. Gaining everyones attention, he begins to show us dance steps.

Soon, he becomes exasperated and angry, "Don't you know this by now?"

"You haven't taught us this, so don't expect us to be off-book."

Then I realize he doesn't belong, and I told him so.

"You are in the wrong dream, go down stairs and see if you belong there."

Angle primary. Costumer thinking single directive.

Walking down the street I cant help my mind. It just goes there. Lengthen for X-long sleeve there — hem up a half inch — long waisted / adjust pattern —tilt hat froward.

Settle everything by throwing it all away.  -Alan Watts

While dangling from a glacier, mapping her way up in to the clouds, she dropped a treasured trinket into the void of chasm. Her mind calmed, she would always know where it would be.