This rusted giant crushed can will not be coming home with me.
Here is an example of something I can not make.
I collect things I can not make.
They lie mean-looking, stacked in a wood crate, sometimes disturbed, but mostly waiting to be upcycled.
define work load / budget
define budget / workload
things you can steal
things you can hand over to someone else
things too large to move
I do keep thinking about what am I going to be, what am I gonna do? I am once again gaining mental ground by stepping away from it all and saying, okay this is it, I am what I am being. Socks up, continue on. Older ideas drop off, some decision are made for you .... others take time.
Instead of having the mind of ‘this is my lot’ (a lot)... I’m asking, are we all in this too deep to think it was the wrong path? (Perhaps there is a sand bar up ahead.) I am forever trying to redefine my path and concentrate.
The narrowing and deepening of a vision.
But I end up with a wider swath, bumping into the side walls for lack of focus.
I quote LH’s sing-song, that answers the tee shirt ‘I can be what ever you want’
I MAY BE
I MAYBE CAN